Bob that head, every friday night. Got the windows rolled down, seats reclined givin everybody that rock on sign<3

1st time I met them August 23rd-- 2005<32nd time i met them August 30th-- 2007<3

I am going to a Rascal Flatts//Taylor Swift concert on my 20th bday with my friend ashley in Cleveland Ohio July 25th. I requested a Rascal Flatts Meet And Greet (which are hard to ge now-a-days) AND I GOT ONE! This will be my 3rd time meeting them but its exciting every single time. I am so excited its not even funny. I love these times in my life<3

cause you keep me coming back for more. And i feel a little better than i did before-- and if i never see your face again then i dont mind.

So I think im starting nutrisystem. Its a weightloss program. Its like weight watchers except i dont have to count points. They will send me all the food i will need besides like fruits. Its all about portions and thats what i need. I cant do it on my own. I jsut cant. I loved weight watchers but it started getting real expensive ANDDD I HATED COUNTING POINTS. with nutrisystem its all figured out. I'm gonna try it a month and see how it goes.. its $290 a month but i figure-- i blow money on fast food// other un-needed stuff... why not put it somewhere that will be worth it. I am so tired of struggling with being over weight. I cant do it anymore.. i really cant. What do you all think? IS it worth trying a month to see how i like it?

David Archuleta<3

I am in love with David Archuleta thats all there is to it!

He is so adorable. <3

I'm gonna love myself, more than anyone else. Believe in me, even if someone cant see a stronger woman in me..

I haven't written in a while. I been way too busy.

But i'll write a few thoughts im having.

I love my job.. i absolutely love it. Its the best job i've ever ever had. I went to pittsburgh a couple weekends ago and really really enjoyed myself hanging out with Chris and Heather most of the time. And josh for a little bit. I was off for about 6 days and I went there the whole time i was off. I figured thats probably the longest amount of time i'll have off for the whole summer so i better enjoy it. It was so nice to get away. I didn't even want to come home. I was looking into transfering to the Barber Cneter there. But then i realized I can't just yet. I need money and I shouldn't rush into anything. I dont wanna be stuck in a mess. I feel like i've started to get depressed a little lately about being alone. I know I dont need anyone to be happy, and for the most part I am happy.. I just get lonely. very lonely. I have gotten rid of a friend that is the most horrible person you could EVER meet. Literally. It feels so good to not have her over my shoulders making me feel like i'm nothing to anyone. She lives her life the complete opposite of me and it makes me sick. But at least i dont have her around anymore. She has gone way too far this time with some of the things shes said to me.

I bought cowboy boots today!!! I'm so excited! I'm gonna be going to a couple Rascal Flatts concerts this summer so I'm all set!! I cant wait for my birthday July 25th.. cause its the Rascal Flatts concert in OHIO and i'm going with my friend! Then there ones in pittsburgh in August that i'm not sure who im' going with BUT I"M GOING!

well im rambling on.. i jsut got out of work im tired so i'll stop. haha <3

people always let you down....

today was a crappy day... im sick i worked.. i found some things out that broke my heart and made me sick at the same time-- and everything is just so screwed up in my life right now.

Im too tired to type anything more but I just haven't written anything for a while cause i forget i even have this. i'm sure i'll vent more later.

we were livin’ for the minute we were spinnin’ in-- maybe we were a lot of things,but we weren’t crazy :)

my life is pretty good..

im gonna start going to a therapist again just to keep everything on track.

My face is breaking out again so i have to go back to the doctors for some antibiotics that clears my face up.

I love pay days

i love cell phones

i love rascal flatts and i can't wait for my birthday!!

I hate girls who sleep around alot and lie and cheat and act like they are sooo cool. cause they aren't.

i'm proud of how i have changed and made my life better by making good decisions.

work is going good. the WORK is going good.. not really the people i work with.. i do everything and im tired of it.. but i dunno.

I love that the weather is getting nicer out.

i'm kinda being random.. im typing random thoughts that cmoe to my mind.

so i gtg to bed tho im tired.

night!

[no i wasn't drinking in this picture]

Too good is true......

so i haven't written a blog in a long time-- i just haven't had the time. I been doing nothing but work sleep work sleep work sleep work sleep for the past like 2 weeks. 3rd shift seems to drag on. But hey i'm making some money$$

The weather is slowly starting to get better. When the weather gets better, my moods get better! Seriously tho when the weather is nice.. it makes me ina good mood. I cant wait to start walking every night like i did last year. I lost weight and I didn't even realize it!

Alot of things are going on this summer that im REALLY REALLY looking forward to! Mostly just Rascal Flatts//Taylor Swift concerts. [my 2 favv singers touring together whats better than that?!] July 25th is the concert in Cuyahoga Falls, OH-- thats my 20th bday!! So i'm deff heading up there and having the time of my life. THEN August 30th Is another Rascal Flatts concert this time its in Pittsburgh yayy[the picture is from last year RF concert with josh!]

so i can go for a whole weekend and stay with my brothers! Its going to be so much fun I'm gonna meet hopefully Rascal Flatts AND Taylor Swift i'm also gonna get PIT passes. Which are AMAZING seats. What can I say I'm obsessed. Some people are obsessed with alcohol or smoking or whatever else.. well im obsessed with going to concerts. I'd have to say thats not a bad obsession. It makes me happy and thats all i really care about. I'm sure there will be other concerts I'll be going to but those are teh 2 im soo excited for.

also this summer i'm hopefully getting an apartment... I'm ready to be on my own. I just need to save some money..

Things have deff got better.. I went to a Relief Society thing for church with my mom and grandma the other night and I hate to say it but i really enjoyed it lol I never thought i'd say that. I'm also going to a relief society thing i think tomorrow morning or thursday morning. I dont remember what we are doing. Also on the 27th I'm teaching a thing about how to use function on your cell phone that most 50+ women in church have NO IDEA how to use. But i know it all haha

overall im doing good.. just working soo much it kinda got ridiculous but things are calming down a bit and i have a few days off so i'm just enjoying them<3