David Archuleta<3

I am in love with David Archuleta thats all there is to it!

He is so adorable. <3

I'm gonna love myself, more than anyone else. Believe in me, even if someone cant see a stronger woman in me..

I haven't written in a while. I been way too busy.

But i'll write a few thoughts im having.

I love my job.. i absolutely love it. Its the best job i've ever ever had. I went to pittsburgh a couple weekends ago and really really enjoyed myself hanging out with Chris and Heather most of the time. And josh for a little bit. I was off for about 6 days and I went there the whole time i was off. I figured thats probably the longest amount of time i'll have off for the whole summer so i better enjoy it. It was so nice to get away. I didn't even want to come home. I was looking into transfering to the Barber Cneter there. But then i realized I can't just yet. I need money and I shouldn't rush into anything. I dont wanna be stuck in a mess. I feel like i've started to get depressed a little lately about being alone. I know I dont need anyone to be happy, and for the most part I am happy.. I just get lonely. very lonely. I have gotten rid of a friend that is the most horrible person you could EVER meet. Literally. It feels so good to not have her over my shoulders making me feel like i'm nothing to anyone. She lives her life the complete opposite of me and it makes me sick. But at least i dont have her around anymore. She has gone way too far this time with some of the things shes said to me.

I bought cowboy boots today!!! I'm so excited! I'm gonna be going to a couple Rascal Flatts concerts this summer so I'm all set!! I cant wait for my birthday July 25th.. cause its the Rascal Flatts concert in OHIO and i'm going with my friend! Then there ones in pittsburgh in August that i'm not sure who im' going with BUT I"M GOING!

well im rambling on.. i jsut got out of work im tired so i'll stop. haha <3