Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Monday, November 17, 2008

I never new i could hurt like this.....





A grandma is warm hugs and sweet memories. She remembers all of your accomplishments and forgets all of your mistakes. She is someone you can tell your secrets and worries to, and she hopes and prays that all your dreams come true. She always loves you, no matter what. She can see past temper tantrums and bad moods, and makes it clear that they don't affect how precious you are to her. She is an encouraging word and a tender touch. She is full of proud smiles. She is the one person in the world who loves you with all her heart, who remembers the child you were and cherishes the person you've become.

grandma i love you more than you will ever know.....



Friday, November 14, 2008

its hard to fight when the fight ain't fair...


my grandma never got a chance to fight this.

I cant see her like this anymore its getting worse and worse day by day. I'm not strong enough to deal with seeing her die. it is killing me and ripping me apart inside. she is the not same.. it feels like she is aleady gone.i want my grama back. its not fair she never even got a chance to fight.... she is an amazing woman and she deserves a chance to fight this stupid cancer.. its so not fair. i cant see her like this.... i love my grama she means so much to me i cant believe she is dying... i want to wake up. I cant do it anymore. I cant do it...................................

I LOVE YOU GRANDMA--I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH<33