Friday, November 14, 2008

its hard to fight when the fight ain't fair...


my grandma never got a chance to fight this.

I cant see her like this anymore its getting worse and worse day by day. I'm not strong enough to deal with seeing her die. it is killing me and ripping me apart inside. she is the not same.. it feels like she is aleady gone.i want my grama back. its not fair she never even got a chance to fight.... she is an amazing woman and she deserves a chance to fight this stupid cancer.. its so not fair. i cant see her like this.... i love my grama she means so much to me i cant believe she is dying... i want to wake up. I cant do it anymore. I cant do it...................................

I LOVE YOU GRANDMA--I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH<33

1 comment:

tricialw3258 said...

Cassand,
Gram is comfortable about dying. She knows that there is so much more after this life.
We know that our family can be together forever and that is what we have to hold on to and work for. This life is just a tiny piece of the whole picture.
You are there for her and making her smile and you can be strong as long as you look for the strength that can come from Heavenly Father and our brother Jesus Christ.
I love you!