people always let you down....

today was a crappy day... im sick i worked.. i found some things out that broke my heart and made me sick at the same time-- and everything is just so screwed up in my life right now.

Im too tired to type anything more but I just haven't written anything for a while cause i forget i even have this. i'm sure i'll vent more later.

we were livin’ for the minute we were spinnin’ in-- maybe we were a lot of things,but we weren’t crazy :)

my life is pretty good..

im gonna start going to a therapist again just to keep everything on track.

My face is breaking out again so i have to go back to the doctors for some antibiotics that clears my face up.

I love pay days

i love cell phones

i love rascal flatts and i can't wait for my birthday!!

I hate girls who sleep around alot and lie and cheat and act like they are sooo cool. cause they aren't.

i'm proud of how i have changed and made my life better by making good decisions.

work is going good. the WORK is going good.. not really the people i work with.. i do everything and im tired of it.. but i dunno.

I love that the weather is getting nicer out.

i'm kinda being random.. im typing random thoughts that cmoe to my mind.

so i gtg to bed tho im tired.

night!

[no i wasn't drinking in this picture]

Too good is true......

so i haven't written a blog in a long time-- i just haven't had the time. I been doing nothing but work sleep work sleep work sleep work sleep for the past like 2 weeks. 3rd shift seems to drag on. But hey i'm making some money$$

The weather is slowly starting to get better. When the weather gets better, my moods get better! Seriously tho when the weather is nice.. it makes me ina good mood. I cant wait to start walking every night like i did last year. I lost weight and I didn't even realize it!

Alot of things are going on this summer that im REALLY REALLY looking forward to! Mostly just Rascal Flatts//Taylor Swift concerts. [my 2 favv singers touring together whats better than that?!] July 25th is the concert in Cuyahoga Falls, OH-- thats my 20th bday!! So i'm deff heading up there and having the time of my life. THEN August 30th Is another Rascal Flatts concert this time its in Pittsburgh yayy[the picture is from last year RF concert with josh!]

so i can go for a whole weekend and stay with my brothers! Its going to be so much fun I'm gonna meet hopefully Rascal Flatts AND Taylor Swift i'm also gonna get PIT passes. Which are AMAZING seats. What can I say I'm obsessed. Some people are obsessed with alcohol or smoking or whatever else.. well im obsessed with going to concerts. I'd have to say thats not a bad obsession. It makes me happy and thats all i really care about. I'm sure there will be other concerts I'll be going to but those are teh 2 im soo excited for.

also this summer i'm hopefully getting an apartment... I'm ready to be on my own. I just need to save some money..

Things have deff got better.. I went to a Relief Society thing for church with my mom and grandma the other night and I hate to say it but i really enjoyed it lol I never thought i'd say that. I'm also going to a relief society thing i think tomorrow morning or thursday morning. I dont remember what we are doing. Also on the 27th I'm teaching a thing about how to use function on your cell phone that most 50+ women in church have NO IDEA how to use. But i know it all haha

overall im doing good.. just working soo much it kinda got ridiculous but things are calming down a bit and i have a few days off so i'm just enjoying them<3